Point I

I have a list of things that I consider stupid and unneccessary.

I consider blogging about an online game to be one of them. So, I plan on not doing that anymore. Instead, I'm just going to post whatever the hell I feel like posting and deleting every post I've done before now.

I myself have never really understood the point of a blog. But now I'll actually be using it as an online diary. So you, whoever is reading this, is going to get up close and personal with every aspect of my life because I can't keep hiding things anymore.

So I guess Point One can be my not-so-darkest secret of my life.

When I was 11, I decided that at the age of 24, I would become a transvestite.

Now that I'm looking back, that was really irrational and stupid. One, I now know that if it wasn't for the influence of Japanese culture, I would've never thought of that. Which is a sign that I'm only doing it out of fandom. Secondly, I plan on becoming a performer after I graduate, and being a transvestite won't help me much in the world of acting. Or voice acting, for that matter. And if I was, in fact, a man, I'd be gay. So what the hell? I'd turn into a man just so I could act feminine. Yeah. Doesn't make much sense. It would probably be interesting and fun for a little while, but I'd probably get tired of it after a while.

..I find that writing in a blog is a lot more relaxing, instead of talking to myself in the mirror for hours, which is starting to raise some questions from my family.

I want to write more, but Point Two isn't until tomorrow. I'm going to start using Roman numerals because they look cool.

Roxanne.

Simple layout is easy layout.

His eyes upon your face.

I was watching Eden of the East today, I came to this conclusion after watching Taki-blahblah go through his trials as number IX of the Sel-o-something. I decided that when I grow up, I'm going to save the world.

His hand upon your hand.

Now how to even accomplish that goal, I don't know. It's not like it's possible to save everyone. Just like how it's not possible to be friends with everyone. I, however, try to be a living piece of proof that says no, it is possible to be friends with everyone.

His lips caress your skin.

So, yes. I've made a blatant point to be friends with everyone that my friends hate. Why? Because. If my friend, let's call him Akira, since I'm watching Eden of the East, hates this other kid named Osugo, though it's really the other way around in the show, I'm not going to hate Osugo because Akira does. Because that is just retarded. In those kinds of situations, I will undoubtedly go extremely out of my way to befriend Osugo. Then I can judge his character for myself. And in most situations, Osugo will turn out to be a really nice guy.

It's more than I can stand.

I also watched Batman: Under the Red Hood today. WHEN JASON DIED, I WAS SO SAD. JASON. NOOOOOO. But then he turns all psychotic zombie and comes back. Not really.

Why does my heart cry?

I also watched a Justice League movie today. I don't remember what it was called, but it had something to do with the whole infinite parallel worlds theory. I was kind of sad when the.. ..I don't remember his name, so let's call him the Anti-Flash, died. I loved his accent so much. That was pretty messed up of Batman to do that. And the Anti-Batman... ...Because of his mask, and the fact that the eyes were just white circles and don't move unlike Batman's, just made him look surprised all the time. And ugly. And the Anti-Wonder Woman was a bitch.

Feelings I can't fight.

Why am I up at three in the morning again.

You're free to leave me but just don't deceive me.

I love Moulin Rouge. 

And please, believe me when I say I love you.

In case you're wondering, the italicized words are from the song El Tango de Roxanne from the musical Moulin Rouge!. I love Christian's part so much. The Duke is a creepy bastard. Satine truly isn't all that pretty. And out of everyone, her voice is probably the weakest. I'm going to shut up and go to bed now.

Uh. BYE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5s7pf4CA46g&feature=related

For your own sake, don't watch that video.

;a; I had succeeded in making a banner for this retarded blog the other day. Only to find out that:

A) It doesn't fit.

R) I don't like it.

ICU) I realized that I hate the name of this blog and now want to name it something else more awesome.

So, in lighter news,

DO YOU SEE THESE NEW KITTY CAT ITEMS?

At first, I thought it meant that you could buy clothes for your cat, and I really wanted to put a pom-pom on it's head like a moogle.... ...but of course this isn't the case.

Let's go check out prices,shall we?  [Because I'm too lazy and heartbroken to check out France.]

WHAT A FRIGGIN SURPRISE.

Yeah, it's nice and all, but there are some of us that wish that Pico DIDN'T TRY TO RIP US OFF ALL THE DAMN TIME. [And don't even get me started on Premium Gachas.]

Well, I guess seeing as how I'm so rich all the time when it comes to Ameba Gold, I guess there's nothing to worry about. But it wouldn't  hurt to make a little money on the side.

Let's all smile and pretend that I'm "cross-dressing" for money on a street corner in downtown New York.

You could grin and bear the hard way, of earning the gold by doing surveys and such like educated people, but some of us don't seem to have the attention span for it.

HOPE'S SUGGESTION:

Though this tactic rarely earns you enough money to do anything and is limited, I always do the ones that say like,

GIVE US YOUR E-MAIL SO WE CAN SPAM YOU WITH THINGS.

AND AGREE TO THESE TERMS SO WE CAN ALLOW OUR AFFILIATES TO SPAM YOU ALSO.

Simple. Make a new e-mail. Though like I said, there are only so many that do this, so it doesn't always work.

THEN AGAIN, HOW OFTEN DO SURVEYS WORK FOR YOU?

After a long day of hard work, we watch as the tired Hope stumbles into his home of disarray blocks and cold tile floors.

He eats his pan of mashed potatoes, curls up with his cat Yuuta, and returns to his cushion on the floor.

 

Before you ask, No, I didn't get any gold whatsoever.

And to a certain someone, and you know who you are,

YES DAMNIT. I AM LINK. OR MARTH,. EITHER ONE.

Hope's Word of the Day: CARROTS.

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Once again, awake at about 2:30 in the morning.
And I apologize for making you listen to my crappy music.
I couldn't find Dust to Dust or upload it, and this severely irritates me. Don't worry, Dust to Dust! I won't give up on you!


:D SO LET'S GO ON AMEBA PICO AND SEE IF THERE IS ANYTHING INTERESTING OR ANYONE TO TALK TO.

..I.. uh...

*depressed.*

..I think I'll just go to bed then.

Archangel. is my female account, by the way.

And don't even try to add me on facebook, I'm not accepting anymore adds from Pico people.


And also, I'm very aware of the fact that the links for the Chrono Cross song and the Spirited Away song are broken, I'm just too damn lazy to fix it right now.

Yaschas Massif

Okay, it is about 3 in the morning, and I'm up writing retarded fanfictions/my own retarded stories, when I suddenly go online and see, in succession, everything I absolutely hate about people on Pico.

1. I ABSOLUTELY ABHOR CHAT SPEAK AND PRACTICALLY ANYONE WHO USES IT.

Yeah, I'm aware of the fact that "English is just a language, and people can speak it however they want" But if people spoke anything however they wanted, then I don't think that calling whatever the hell you're saying English even matters. And is it so hard to write out the word "you" instead of "u"? Though I do use "LOL" and "brb" when I have nothing else to say. It's kind of generalized now.

2. THE USE OF RETARDED LOOKING SYMBOLS IN PEOPLE'S NAMES.

Let me clarify this, using myself as an example. DO YOU SEE THIS. "Ｈｏｐｅ". THAT IS CLEARLY AN H, A LOWERCASE O, A LOWERCASE P, AND A LOWERCASE E. Just in a different font.

What I'm complaining about, is this:

Point A: ǯ THIS IS NOT AN  "E". IF ANYTHING, THAT LOOKS LIKE A THREE.

Point B: ¥ THIS IS NOT A "Y". IT IS A SYMBOL MEANING YEN, THE CURRENCY OF JAPAN.

AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO USE IT FOR YOUR ENTIRE NAME? BECAUSE IT'S LIKE SOMEONE'S NAME IS ℍÔ¶e SO I CAN'T USE THAT, SO LET'S MAKE IT ℍÔ¶∑.

It just looks messy.

Why not just like, ℍope ? And I swear to god, if I see anyone with that name after I write this post, I will shoot them. Just like how I shoot down any other Hopes I come across. They're all usually girls, so they're easier targets.

3. I HAVE AMEBA GOLD THEREFORE I AM OF A HIGHER LEVEL THAN YOU ALL.

No. No you are not. In fact, I kind of pity those people that go through all the trouble to buy Ameba Gold. Because One, not only are you wasting money that could be spent on better things, Two, that money is going to waste because you will undoubtedly stop playing Pico or the server will shut down, rendering it useless, Three, you're spending money on VIRTUAL clothes basically so that you can impress people.  I. HATE. TRYING. TO. IMPRESS. PEOPLE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM, THEN YOU'RE SHALLOW, IGNORANT OF THE TRUTH, AND I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU ANYWAY. Though that last sentence was pretty shallow in itself.

In all honestly, I've only bought Ameba Gold once, and it was only ten dollars worth, and probably the most useless ten dollars I've ever spent. Sure, I'm jealous of you and your fancy Alice Nine premium gacha wig, but that only lasts for what, 5 seconds? Until you get tired of it and essentially waste your own money while you're still playing the game.

4. UGLY PEOPLE.

The way I see it, there are three types of Pico appearances. There are:

1. The really cute/hot picos that try to maintain cute appearances for A) props, B) to get people to talk to them C) Being attention hogging whores.

2. The intentionally ugly Picos that somehow all seem to have those "condom" shaped mouths, super dark skin, and unpleasant hairstyles and faces.

3. EVERYONE ELSE.

I don't understand. This is a game where you can change your own appearance to make yourself more likeable. ..So how do ugly people, normally "noobs", even exist?

Then again, my perception of beauty has been horribly twisted and unreversible, so what I think is probably different from what you think.

A) Honestly, I hate all of the female mouths. They look awful if they're your skin color so it demands make-up, and if you smile, you look like a horse.

B) Those last few eyes, the really big ones with lashes, and the one without the lashes, ARE EXTREMELY UGLY ON MEN.

C) THE DAMN COLOR IS SILVER. IT'S NOT GREY. DON'T YOU HAVE EYES. EYES THAT CAN SEE ANYWAY.

4. JUST BECAUSE I'M TALKING TO MY FRIENDS DOESN'T MEAN THAT ANYONE ELSE CAN HEAR ME.

Yeah. We can hear you.

5. LET'S GO HARASS THIS ONE GIRL BECAUSE SHE'S A NOOB, THEREFORE SHE DESERVES IT.

I wish I knew you when you were a noob, I'd harass your ass and made sure you never came back.

6. THE ASSUMPTION THAT ANYONE WHO HAS A LIGHT SKIN TONE, BUT ISN'T WHITE, IS CHINESE.

7. THE NPCs IN THE HIGH SCHOOL ROOM CAN TALK TO YOU. THEY JUST WANT TO SAY THOSE SPECIFIC SENTENCES AND IF I CALL THEM STUPID, THEY'LL STOP.

8. IF YOU WANT TO BE COOL, HANG OUT AT THE BACK OF THE HIGH SCHOOL ROOM. PEOPLE WILL LIKE YOU BETTER.

9. PROPS=BETTER LIFE. ASK FOR THEM AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. PEOPLE WILL THINK YOU ARE COOL.

10. IF I DO "Backflip" OR ANY OF THE KARATE MOVES, IT HURTS YOU IN REAL LIFE.

11. PICO IS A DATING WEBSITE.
There is a specific section in the Terms of Service that specifically states that you will not use Ameba Pico as any sort of a dating website. And while I'm on that subject, let me list a few of those Online Conduct rules that really should be enforced or look like they were written by Hitler or something.

5. ONLINE CONDUCT.
You agree that you will be personally responsible for your use of the Service and for all of your Member Content and online activity in connection with the Service, and that you will indemnify and hold harmless the Company, its licensors, affiliates, employees, officers, and directors from all claims for liabilities, losses and expenses, including reasonable attorneys’ fees, from third parties arising from such use, Member Content and activity. Specifically, you agree to comply with all applicable laws, rules and regulations governing the disclosure and use of third party property, including, without limitation, any and all intellectual property rights. Moreover, you agree not to engage in any of the following:

(a) Post, transmit, promote, or distribute illegal content.

(b) Harass, threaten, abuse, disparage, libel, slander, embarrass, or engage in any other disruptive behavior involving another member or Company or affiliate’s employee or agent.

(c) Transmit or facilitate distribution of Content that is harmful, abusive, racially or ethnically offensive, vulgar, sexually explicit, defamatory, infringing, invasive of personal privacy or publicity rights, or in a reasonable person’s view, objectionable.

(e) Alter, delete or cancel another member’s Account, any member profile information or Member Content.

(f) Disrupt the flow of chat in chat rooms with vulgar language, abusiveness, hitting the return key repeatedly or inputting large images so the screen goes by too fast to read, use of excessive shouting [all caps] in an attempt to disturb other members, “spamming” or flooding [posting repetitive text].

(g) Impersonate another person, indicate that you are a Company or affiliate employee or agent, or attempt to mislead members by indicating that you represent Company or any of Company’s licensors or affiliates.
(YOU SEE? WE CAN REPORT PEOPLE FOR THIS.)

Unfortunately, I'm one of the only people that actually listens and follows rules on online games.

And that is a rough list of things that irritate me in Pico. It's not even close to everything.

Don't do those things. I will hate you. 

[Re-edit] There were two fours. Huh.

浜渦正志

I could never explain to you how hard I fell in love with Final Fantasy XIII.
My favourite character is obviously Hope, but the soundtrack.. ..Masashi Hamauzu is by far one of the greatest composers I've ever heard. I nearly cried the first time I heard Dust to Dust, or the music playing in Oerba.
No, scratch that. I seriously broke out into tears the first time I heard that song.


And in other apparently less geekish news, I'm apparently losing interest in Pico. Again. For like, the sixth time.
Unfortunately, this is the worst time for me to lose interest, because Spring break just started, and you can only hang out with your friends for so many days.
And then there's yet another Spanish project I need to do.
I am most definitely not in the mood to find some random person on Pico to write about, but seeing as how I never do it, I might as well.
OH LOOK AT THAT THE ONLY PERSON ONLINE IS SOMEONE I'VE ALREADY DONE. TOO BAD.


I am seriously getting tired of this layout and am in a desperate attempt to make one for myself. And then post my favourite weird ass songs in some kind of a playlist and have a gadget where you can stare at virtual fish and click the box to feed them. Blah blah blah.


Dust to Dust makes me feel so friggin holy.
And I want to change my name on my fake facebook account, but I'd most likely get that account suspended if I did do that. Seeing as how I'm changed it at least 7 times. But I still love Sekihan for now, so it's okay.
Blah blah blah, going to make some fake blog to test my awful template on.
Later, my lovelies.

http://doctorcatmd.com/

Raggle fraggle.

So I've spent like, the last forever reading internet comics.

I highly suggest you read this one.

Even if you hate stories, you'll probably love Doctor Cat.

..
.....What was I even planning on talking about?
Uh
I hate chemisty
This chinese exchange student in my class told me that he likes my poofy hair, which extends about three inches away from my actual skull
Theres a commercial for the Harry Potter theme park going on right now and I'm going to go get my Gryffindor scarf and jacket so I can scream and dance
The commercial was over by the time I finished typing that sentence
The song I'm listening to right now is "Der Hölle Rache kocht in meinem Herzen" from Mozart's The Magic Flute.
No I cannot speak German or can even comprehend it when encountering it
I am going to go wash dishes now.

cáscara de naranja

Excuse me, for I am about to sound really ungrateful and whiny and bitchy in this next post.


Ahem.
I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT WHEN FAMILY COMES TO VISIT ME/My family.
I could understand if I lived like, in a two-story house.. ..had a guest bedroom.. etc, BUT NO.
I LIVE IN A ONE-STORY HOUSE WITH ONLY ENOUGH ROOMS FOR ME, MY SISTER, AND MY PARENTS.
I don't need my aunt and uncle, my great-aunt, and my cousin who adores me even though I have no recollection of ever meeting her staying at my house.
So what happens?
My aunt and uncle take my sister's bedroom, my great-aunt and cousin will take my bedroom, my parent's will happily sleep on their king-sized bed, while my sister and I sleep on an air mattress.
AND THEN THEY HAVE THE NERVE TO WAKE ME UP AT SEVEN A.M., ON A SATURDAY NONETHELESS, AND TELL ME TO MOVE SO THAT THEY COULD WATCH TV.
YOU EACH HAVE TVS IN YOUR ROOMS, GO WATCH IT THERE DAMNIT.


Uh. In other news that only I would care about,
I got sent to film a school production all by myself by my club because they were all busy.
..They paid me in video games so I don't really care.


..
....I want an orange.

☆ＭＩＮＴ☆

... c: Why I tried to copy and paste her name, I don't remember.


Ffff.
I hate that I can never think of a good enough something to put as my bio other than song lyrics.
IT'S ALWAYS SONG LYRICS. OF SOME SONG THAT I'M OBSESSED WITH.
...Now I think it's a line from Eurydice by Sleepthief..?

I truly love this song.

IF YOU HAVE ANY SORT OF COMMON SENSE, YOU'LL NOTICE THAT IT TELLS A STORY.

This song is based off of the opera, L`Orfeo, (I have never met another teenager other than myself that enjoys watching operas), which truly is an amazing opera, filled with heart-wrenching drama, Greek gods, etc, etc, etc.

I dunno, I'll probably pull a lyric from Sleepthief's World Gone Crazy next.

I'm really just bored and ranting for no reason.

I did a craptastic doodle during class, but I'm too lazy to fish through my crap and then scan it.

I'm off to go talk to my wife now.

CIAO.

La salsa.

So whatever was there when I pressed CTRL+V was too damn long for me to even comprehend.


IN OTHER NEWS, I was watching a special on personality disorders, and realized that I could relate to practically every one of the symptoms that appeared. So I decided to take a personality disorder test. ..The first one that appears if you bother to type in "Personality Disorder Test" on Google. AND TAKE A LOOK AT MY FABULOUS RESULTS.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Very High
Schizoid Disorder:	High
Schizotypal Disorder:	Very High
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	Very High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

..

...I was dying of laughter.

At least I might not have Borderline, right?!?!?!

This has been a lesson on reasons why you should never try to be like me.

TATA FOR NOW.

So, there was nothing there when i pressed CTRL+V this time. Hmm.

So I was rereading over my blogger profile to check for spelling errors, (because I'm extreme OCD like that. And previous spelling errors irritate the heck out of me but I always forget to change them later.) and I noticed that my location is Okinawa.

No, obviously I don't live in Okinawa, Japan, or Switzerland for that matter either. I am simply living in Southern California, USA, etc. The reason why it's Okinawa, and the reason why I'm keeping it Okinawa.. 

heh.

UGH, I'M OUT OF IDEAS FOR MY FACE.

YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY SEND ME SOME IDEAS. SINCE MY IDEAS ALWAYS SUCK ANYWAY.

..

....I'm in pain.

For club purposes, I tackled a friend to the ground for a commercial.

I didn't expect her jaw to com into contact with my shoulder or her knee to accidentally hit my side.

It hurt.

It still hurts.

I am a wimp.

OH LOVELY, AMERICAN DAD IS ON.

 ...

.....;a; I've been stuck reading Saa Koi no Ochitamae for like, forever.

I'M BORED AND TIRED OF TALKING DAMNIT.

This has been..

...

......Hope.

Whatever.

OVER AND OUT.

Spicy chicken

This is my happy place.

ANYWAY, DAY 2 OF RETARDED TESTING.
...Went exactly like the day before.
Though I'm posting this a day late for no reason whatsoever.
Plus some retarded doodling once again.

Only Cherie would understand what that is in the bottom left corner.

If you can even read my crappy handwriting.

SO UH, TODAY, I learned that..

...

......

Something

Apparently I'm stalking six boys at my school. Without really realizing it.

I think it's more of those moments when you just stare off into the distance while you're in your own little lackadaisical world, and then when you come back, you find yourself staring directly at someone.

And they're staring back.

And it just becomes endless minutes of staring.

 Okay, I'm just ranting now. I shall take my leave.

GOOD DAY TO YOU, SIR/MADAM.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EL88a0jP6ZE

I was thinking about having other people post on this blog so that I don't feel like a narcissistic bitch, but then I realized.
I'd probably re-edit their posts enough to the point that I practically wrote it anyway.


GETTING AWAY FROM PICO STUFF EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT OTHERWISE..
So today (and tomorrow.), I had to take a lovely test known as the California High School Exit Exam, or CAHSEE for short. (I don't know if it's pronounced like Casey or.. ..Cah-see. ....I think the second option makes more sense.)


In a basic sense, I simply sat a desk surrounded by retarded people, answering questions that could only be described as insulting, for about 5 out of my 6 classes. I went there at 7 am. And got out  around 2:45 pm, while still going to my sixth period, that starts at 1:50. So I literally just sat in a gym taking a test (that took me about an hour and a half altogether) for 6 hours and fifty minutes.


Take a guess at what I did for the remaining 5 hours and 20 minutes?
Have a look.

(They don't go side-by-side if I don't make the thumbnail smaller.)

People were staring at me in awe (LIES.) whiles I drew this fantabulous crap.

I apologize for my lethargy, but I was running low (still am.) on pencil lead.
In the midst, I apparently managed to personify a character from this book I'm reading, draw Marth, Link, and Pit, and create an OC that is somehow a drag queen, gay, emo, wears a flower on his head, and is somehow given a manly name like Lawrence.
Oh. And myself being irritated by boredom.
Heh.


...Uh, other than my irritation at this completely unnecessary test, there really isn't much to talk about. ...Uh.


...Someone give me something to do.
OOH. I'M GONNA FIND A BETTER LAYOUT WHERE THE TEXT ISNT ALL SMALL SO THAT I HAVE TO SQUINT MY EYES AND THEN PEOPLE ASK ME, "Do you need glasses?" AND I REPLY, "No, I'm just half asian."
The other half is black. NIGGUH.
Bwahaha.


And so, if you ask me to post on this random crap of a blog, I'll most likely say yes so I don't have to do it. And so on and so forth.

http://www.formspring.me/ImHereForYou12

From this point on, I've decided to name the titles of each post whatever happened to be there when I pressed Ctrl+V.

Apparently, I've been reading on Six Billion Secrets and horrible, plotless, sex-filled fanfiction for the past three hours. The thing I hate about reading on sites such as Six Billion Secrets, or GivesMeHope (bwahaha) is that I always get off thinking about how stupid I and ungrateful I've been my entire life. Then again, those of us who are left off to the sidelines can't comprehend much outside of those sidelines.

...

....Okay, I'm really tired. It's like 11:43 at night, which really isn't late at all, but I haven't been getting much sleep lately or eating much at all, so I tend to wear out a lot faster. But I'm using my mom's laptop so I guess I'll have a retarded little Pico of the Day before the laptop gets taken away and the picture will forever remain useless and will take up unnecessary space. (GODS, I SPELLED UNNECESSARY RIGHT.)
   

MY FANTABULOUS PICO OF THE DAY IS

..Who the hell was that saying " u die"? Thanks for ruining my lovely picture, fool.

ANYWAY, THIS IS MY NEW FRIEND WHO RESEMBLES AN ORANGE,

CHERIE.

I think she remembers me as Hazel's friend who is afraid of meeting new people.

Isn't she adorable? I mean, sure she has THE FACE, but..

....It's cute. I like people that make me think of foods. Especially oranges. God knows I love oranges.

BUT THE ONES MY MOM BOUGHT ARE SMALL AND "FLAVOURFUL"

DAMNIT. THOSE ARE THE SOUREST ORANGES I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

...

...I meant to say something, but...

...OH.

o 3 o ; Don't expect any of my close friends (..except Alice and Piko, apparently,) to ever appear on here because:

1) I have no idea what to say

2) My information is highly biased and I'll probably say something you won't like

3) If I do one person, then I will feel the need to do ALL 3000 OR SO OF YOU.

This has been your traditional idiot, (I'm too lazy to go copy and paste my name here so pretend like I put it there. And is that even what I said last time as a closing?)

OVER AND OUT.

\ ( ´ o ` ) /

That face reminds me of Aki and Taquito.


This song has become my life:

In other news..
.....I guess I could do a Pico of the Day again and be like everyone else even though NONE of my friends are online....?


....
.....There's no one interesting in the HS at the moment, except noobs that are attacked supposedly rich Picos.
Pfft. All they're wearing are fancy dresses and a crown. And she's not even cute.

And so, I met these fabulously disturbing twins, Apo ni lolo and Apo ni lolo1

I think the right one is Apo ni lolo and the left one is Apo ni lolo1.. ...I think.

Ignore my head in the corner...

Well, I actually didn't talk to them because I'm extremely shy because they got away from me before I had the chance. Aren't they just adorable with their halfnakedness?

They're a lot better than my other candidates.

Though some adorable Arabic speaking girls just came in that I'd rather do instead.

...THEY HAD THE FACE.

Aaaaaah~ Valentine's Day is over and finally I can feel the love in the air~

UNFORTUNATELY, FOR ME IT COMES IN THE FORM OF A STALKER THAT WON'T LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE. NOT ON PICO, IN REAL LIFE.

I'D LIKE TO BE ABLE TO WALK TO PRE-CALCULUS AND ENJOY ALL THE WEIRD STARES I GET WITHOUT HAVING TO TALK TO PEOPLE.

Aaaaaah, I still haven't finished all of my homework yet~

I don't know why, I'd rather stand in an empty virtual classroom just staring at nothing for hours rather than doing something productive.

WAUGH I GOTTA TYPE THAT THINGS FALL APART ESSAY FOR ENGLISH BY FRIDA-

It's Wednesday.

...

\ ( ´ o ` ) /  This has been your traditional idiot, 赤ﾟωﾟ飯.

OVER AND OUT.

Now, now, my children.

Okay, so I got into a huge fight with some of my "friends"   (NOT ANYMORE, DAMNIT.) about a certain topic: copying.


For the love of God, don't do it. It is frowned upon by Pico society. It's fantastic and all if you don't mind the fact that you're practically STEALING THAT PERSON'S IDENTITY, but that other person with definitely be pissed.


Why do people like to take the names of  the French Picos?
(THOSE PEOPLE KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. YES. I'LL BASH YOU ON MY BLOG TOO.)


Luckily, the amazing Hope has no copiers (AS IF ANYONE COULD COPY MY INSANITY ANYWAY.) for they know that I'd probably "Rip Them A New One" if they ever did anyway.


THIS GOES ALONG WITH ANOTHER TOPIC THAT I COVERED IN ANOTHER POST: FACE STEALING.


I mean seriously. Why would you even do that.
YOU KNOW THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE CALLED THAT, AND THAT THEY WONT EVEN RECOGNIZE THAT NAME AS YOUR OWN, SO WHY TAKE IT?


I understand if it's like, in fandom. Such as someone naming themselves Naruto Uzamaki or Lady Gaga or something. Or even myself and my friend, after the singers Sekihan and Piko.
It also makes sense if your twins (as people think that if even 9 people look alike, they're still called twins) and your names are like, -randomname-#1 and -randomname-#2 or like.. "Squall Leonhart," "SquallLeonhart" and " Squall Leonhart". (I've been listening to my sister play FFVIII for hours.)


THERE'S A DISTINCT DIFFERENCE FROM IF I'M NAMING MYSELF LADY GAGA THAN IF I'M NAMING MYSELF AFTER THIS GIRL THAT HANGS OUT AT ENGLISH PARK BECAUSE "SHE HAS TONS OF GOLD AND SHE IS SO COOL AND I WANNA BE JUST LIKE HER HURHURHUR."


Part of the reason that I change my name so often is because I do eventually get copiers.
ESPECIALLY WHEN I HAD THE NAME TSUNAFISH.
THAT WAS MY NAME FIRST, DAMNIT.


So please, try to be original. People respect originality. I respect originality. NOT COPYING MY FRIEND AKI AND STEALING HIS NAME, SQUISHLES. And we can one day, all live a free, happy Pico life where we don't have to worry about people copying one another and doing retarded shit.
That's my rant for today.

Dotdotdot.

In my failed attempt to stay away from Pico, I came across one (he seems to be known for his obsession with socks) and he had probably the most amazing eyes I've ever seen on a Pico. Sadly, I don't have a picture of him, as I got distracted. (I really just left him and went to Japanese Park.)


But I had to try them on. And I got to admit, I thought it was pretty darn cute when I smiled.

Aren't I just adorable?

Sadly, I can't claim originality for this face, since I saw my friend with it about 8 months ago(8 MONTHS?! I'VE WASTED ALMOST A YEAR ON THIS GAME?!). 

He was so cute that I had to take a picture.

                                      

That's the creative genius of Tako for you.

Ohohoho. Believe me, I was only on while I was waiting for Maplestory to download, then I came back again to clear up an issue that I assumed was urgent. (It was nothing but me being overly idiotic for no reason.) I don't think Maplestory even works on my computer..

...I'm gonna go try it out anyway. 

CIAO.

THIS DOES NOT COMPUTE IN THE WORLD OF HOPE.

:s I honestly hate the name Hope. I hate the name Makayla too. But at the same time, I can't think of better names. I suck at naming things.


HAVE YOU EVER LIKE.
...
:s I don't know why I'm like, intentionally ignoring people now. I'm hoping this is some phase that teenagers go through.
I've already gone through the emo phase about three times now.
And I'm really sick of Pico.
Though like I said, I'm not turning this into a virtual diary. My diary is all philosophical and crap anyways.


Ah, I'm taking a much needed hiatus from Pico, anyway.
Keep in touch with me on Facebook, yea?


Naturally, I intend to keep blogging about the most random crap ever and this probably will turn into a virtual diary at some point. I'll do my best to stay away from that.


AND IN BRIGHTER NEWS,
I can't have a Pico of the Day if I'm on hiatus from Pico, right?
Haha, this will be hard. I'll probably only go on to see if I've got any letters.
I think I don't have any bright news.


Time for me to go to bed.
Ciao.


[random re-edit.]
Actually, what I think I'll do is keep this blog for Ameba Pico purposes. Seeing as how I'm going on a hiatus, that'd pretty much render this blog useless.
But I like blogging.
So, instead, I'm making another blog, Someday the Dream Will End, where I rant about the most useless crap and will turn that into a virtual diary.
Bwahahaha.
Okay.
Going to bed now.


[DOUBLE RE-EDIT]
I got lazy and decided not to. I don't know what to rant about that has to do with my actual life anyway.
...Uuuuh,
" :D HI I'M MAKAYLA AND I'M A SOPHOMORE WITH THE MENTALITY OF A 5 YEAR OLD AND THE MATURITY OF A DEAD PERSON"
It'd probably be something like that.
OKAY.
NOW I REALLY HAVE TO GO TO BED.
I SERIOUSLY EDITED THIS LIKE, 14 DAYS LATER.
Heheh. 14.

Ah.

Oh dear. I forgot.

Readying shouting voice..

SO LIKE, MY PICO PERSON OF THE DAY IS MY WIFE ﾋﾟωﾟｺ. 

AND LIKE, WELL. o_o I dunno.

She's Piko and I'm Sekihan, so like..

...

......their magnet cover.

<3

o_o I suddenly have a huge thing for female vocalists. Such as Dazzle Vision and exist†trace.

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD EXIST TRACE? I THINK THEY'RE SO AWESOME.

Okay, I'll stop ranting about music now.

So..

So, I'm apparently thinking of naming myself Kogeinu after the singer.

...;_; He's so cute, but not my kind of cute.

My kind of cute is really weird. And odd. And weird.

And I really like the name Sekihan anyway. Plus, he's an epic singer. Though I'm sure most of you haven't even heard of him. So, here's him singing that lovely song,  "Mrs.パンプキンの滑稽な夢　を歌いました。"

Have fun understanding that. 

In reality, I'm only posting this video so that I can come and watch it later. Bwahaha.

I have a Spanish project I need to be doing. But I'm tired of drawing thousands of cherry blossoms.

I have no idea what cherry blossoms and the Spanish language have to do with each other.

D: And.
Please don't think that my bio is emo. HOPE IS NOT AN EMO.
:< It's actually a quote from Final Fantasy VIII. Since Squall is such an emo ass and all.
He's worse than Cloud.

OKAY. GOING TO GO WORK ON HOMEWORK NOW.

OKAY, SO LIKE,

SO LIKE, I WAS LIKE, illegally downloading music and shizz, when there's a sudden black out.
:T I don't know why, it's like, 60 degrees outside with no weather problems whatsoever.
I think I'll wear my cheap kimono to school tomorrow. 
BUT STILL. A BLACKOUT.
e_e I've gotten way too dependent on technology, to the point where I nearly died after 5 minutes. Metaphorically, obviously.


UGGHGGHGGHGHGHGHGHH.
I'm at the point in my life where everyone is asking,
" :D WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE, MAKAYLA?"
Makayla is my name, fools.
And I simply respond,
"D: HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW."
And they say,
"YOU SHOULD LIEK, TTLY BE A POLITICIAN."


....
If you have ever. EVER. Seen me talk about something... something like cheese cake, you will understand why I could never be a politician or a ruler of anything.


A possible scenario:


Some village idiot: MAKAYLA. THERE'S A FOOD SHORTAGE IN [insert town name here].
Me:   :T WELL DAMN. LET'S PULL A STALIN AND PUT `EM IN FARMS.


For some reason, I've been using the face ":T" all day long.

EVERYONE DOES THIS SO:

MY PICO PERSON OF THE DAY(PROBABLY FOREVER.) IS ALICE SHOU BECAUSE SHE HAPPENED TO BE IN THE ROOM WHILE I WAS WRITING THIS.

CLEARLY, SHE LIKES FLOWERS. AND BLUE.

I hope you see why I call those sweaters "Rejection Shirts."